Something i wanted to share

[Panjaban]

Tuhanu kadi aidda laga ke tuhada Waheguru toh yakeen utth gya hai? Did u ever say to yourself ke "Bass, waheguru ji saade kade hoye hee nai" ?
Mainu kai velle aidda lagda ke mera Rabb mere naal russ geya hai. Waheguru ji, jehna te duniyaa ton vaddh ke aitbaar hunda, yakeen hunda, jehna de assi nerre hunde ohi saade naal vaadhi kar jaande, fer ah duniya te ki aas rakh sakde haa?
Main 1997 vich panjab chadd k ai c, apne mummy te brothers de naal. Bahut khush c main, cuz apne daddy ji nu millna c, after so many years. Fer aithey rehan lag gaye, it has always been nice living here. Kade kise cheej di kammi ni mehsoos kitti bass ik person di bahut yaad aundi c te hun v aundi hai. Mere chacha ji, jehna nu assi piche shadd aye c, phone te gall hundi rehndi c par fer v dil karda c millan lai. (i wont go into so much of detail bout da reasons..why i cudnt go back and stuff). Mere chacha ji, duniya de sabh ton channge insaan, mainu mere mummy te daddy ji naalo v vadh ke. School di meetings attend karde c, mummy ton kutt vajjan ton bachaunde c, teacher ne je kutt ditta taa ohde naal larran challe jaande c "tusi kon hunde saade niyaaneya te hatth chukkan wale?" Jado main amrika ai taa jado phone te gall honi, "raman tera janam din ah reha hai, main teriyaa saheliya nu ki deva tere wallo?" he wud buy sweets to hand out among my friends in my pind. Kaash eh sabh khushiya mainu ajj v dekhan nu milldiya.
Ik din ahjeha aiya ke dil chaunda c maran lai. Dil vich sawaal uth de c, Mere naal hee aidda kaate hona c? Bass ikk mokka ni c mill sakda apne chacha ji nu dekhan da? Waheguru ji nu ainni nafrat ah mere ton, ke ohna ne saanu akhri baar millan v nai ditta? Waheguru ji nu kaahdi jallan c gi? Ke main apne chacha ji nu apna rabb kaahte manneya hoya c? Ajj v ehe sawaal uthey hee khare ah.


I have so much more to write.. but i cant nemore,not rite now, but will love to just take it all out and put it on paper. just want to share this with someone, cant really do that with my family members, at home, its hard.

 

[SherDil™]

Haanji Bhene bahut changi gal kiti tusi ke aapne dil da dukh sanjha karliya.tusi mainu vi kal samjayiya si kise gal te .mainu bahut changa lagga si.bahut vadhiya gall hai ke tusi aapne chacha ji nu enna pyaar karde te naseeba vaale o ke eho jehe chacha ji mile.par tuhadiya last lina mere kujh khatak rahiya ne ke chacha ji nu milan da moka ni miliya esda ki matlab (Ke ohna ne saanu akhri baar millan v nai ditta?)

 

[Panjaban]

Haanji Bhene bahut changi gal kiti tusi ke aapne dil da dukh sanjha karliya.tusi mainu vi kal samjayiya si kise gal te .mainu bahut changa lagga si.bahut vadhiya gall hai ke tusi aapne chacha ji nu enna pyaar karde te naseeba vaale o ke eho jehe chacha ji mile.par tuhadiya last lina mere kujh khatak rahiya ne ke chacha ji nu milan da moka ni miliya esda ki matlab (Ke ohna ne saanu akhri baar millan v nai ditta?)

Mere chacha ji di death ho gai hai. "Ohna ne saanu akhri baar millan v ni ditta" refers to waheguru..rabb.

 

[SherDil™]

Bahut dukh hoyiya sun ke Par tusi ethe aaun to baad kade vi India vapas nahi gaye ja tuhanu kade moka ni miliya Milan da ke koi personal Prob si.

 

[Panjaban]

Bahut dukh hoyiya sun ke Par tusi ethe aaun to baad kade vi India vapas nahi gaye ja tuhanu kade moka ni miliya Milan da ke koi personal Prob si.

Kaash saada eh dukh Waheguru ne samjheya hunda.
Veer, Kadi panjab ni gai 1997 ton baad.

 

[SherDil™]

Kaash saada eh dukh Waheguru ne samjheya hunda.
Veer, Kadi panjab ni gai 1997 ton baad.

Chalo waheguru ne ta aapne kare kari jaane hunde.mainu pata ke bahrle mulkha ch gaye loka nu bahutiya Probs hundia taahi ta sada dil vi ta karda ghar diya nu milan da ethe envi dhakke khayi jande aa.

 

[Panjaban]

Chalo waheguru ne ta aapne kare kari jaane hunde.mainu pata ke bahrle mulkha ch gaye loka nu bahutiya Probs hundia taahi ta sada dil vi ta karda ghar diya nu milan da ethe envi dhakke khayi jande aa.

Bahrle mulkha da ehi te rounna hai, jinna daana paani likheya lekha 'ch unna chir aithey hee rehna, infact rehna peh reha ah.

 

[SherDil™]

Bahrle mulkha da ehi te rounna hai, jinna daana paani likheya lekha 'ch unna chir aithey hee rehna, infact rehna peh reha ah.

Par yaar asi vi ta selfish aa .aapne matlab nu hi aande eh kihra sanu kehnde ke aayo sade ethe.sachi dassa main jis din da ethe aayiya chalo jagah te vadhiya sab kuch chamkdaar hunda par aapne ghar nu main roj yaad karda .mann andro udaas hunda te bahro nakli jehe haase hasde rehnde aa.

 

[Panjaban]

Haanji bilkul sahi kiha, assi selfish he haan, kion ke saanu saadiya majbooriya diss diyan. Je panjab vich reh ke soukhe hoiye fer aithey rehan di ki lorrh c. Kuch saadi kismat marri hundi pehlla ton hee uppro Rabb v apne ranng dikhaunda, kachi pencil naal Lekh likh ke vehlla hoiya.

Par yaar asi vi ta selfish aa .aapne matlab nu hi aande eh kihra sanu kehnde ke aayo sade ethe.sachi dassa main jis din da ethe aayiya chalo jagah te vadhiya sab kuch chamkdaar hunda par aapne ghar nu main roj yaad karda .mann andro udaas hunda te bahro nakli jehe haase hasde rehnde aa.

 

[SherDil™]

Haanji bilkul sahi kiha, assi selfish he haan, kion ke saanu saadiya majbooriya diss diyan. Je panjab vich reh ke soukhe hoiye fer aithey rehan di ki lorrh c. Kuch saadi kismat marri hundi pehlla ton hee uppro Rabb v apne ranng dikhaunda, kachi pencil naal Lekh likh ke vehlla hoiya.

Rabb da ki aa ji jo ohne karna kar hi dena.baki rahi gal chacha ji di tusi bahuta sad na hovo .chacha ji diya blessings hamesha thode naal rehngiya.

 

[Panjaban]

Rabb da ki aa ji jo ohne karna kar hi dena.baki rahi gal chacha ji di tusi bahuta sad na hovo .chacha ji diya blessings hamesha thode naal rehngiya.

Aiss gall te main tuhade naal kujh hor share kardi haan...quite amazing. Mere mann/dil nu sukh mehsoos hoiya c uss din jadon mainu ik supna aiya c.
Main ik din raat nu jado paath kari pai c taan waheguru moore mattha tekk di c ke mainu koi aidda da supna ave jiss de douraan mere dil nu mehsoos hove k mere chacha ji mere naal ne, mere naal khush ne, ke mere wallo ohna nu koi shikaiyat taa nai? Te jado main souh gai te dooje din utthi taa sawere sawere dil nu khushi jehi mehsoos ho rahi c.
Mere supne vich main apne chacha ji nu milli, ik park vich baithey c, main apne chacha ji de koll te oh mere sir te hath fer rahe c. Main fer moraa de fanng (peacock de feather) chakkdi c, mere chacha ne mainu keha "tu eh torrey taa nai?" main keha "nai jehrre thalle dige paye c ohi chukke" te ohna ne keha "accha fer theek hai" te mere sir te hath fer de rahe. Pata ni kaate par mann khush hoiya bahut k main ah supna dekhiya.

You guys think ke koi matlab hai iss supne da, what does it mean?

 

[SherDil™]

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Aiss gall te main tuhade naal kujh hor share kardi haan...quite amazing. Mere mann/dil nu sukh mehsoos hoiya c uss din jadon mainu ik supna aiya c.
Main ik din raat nu jado paath kari pai c taan waheguru moore mattha tekk di c ke mainu koi aidda da supna ave jiss de douraan mere dil nu mehsoos hove k mere chacha ji mere naal ne, mere naal khush ne, ke mere wallo ohna nu koi shikaiyat taa nai? Te jado main souh gai te dooje din utthi taa sawere sawere dil nu khushi jehi mehsoos ho rahi c.
Mere supne vich main apne chacha ji nu milli, ik park vich baithey c, main apne chacha ji de koll te oh mere sir te hath fer rahe c. Main fer moraa de fanng (peacock de feather) chakkdi c, mere chacha ne mainu keha "tu eh torrey taa nai?" main keha "nai jehrre thalle dige paye c ohi chukke" te ohna ne keha "accha fer theek hai" te mere sir te hath fer de rahe. Pata ni kaate par mann khush hoiya bahut k main ah supna dekhiya.

You guys think ke koi matlab hai iss supne da, what does it mean?

Raman jithe tak main sochda ja science da tajurba oh aahi kehnde ke jo banda sochda jo feel karda ohnu etha lagda ke oh ho riha hai.like tusi kiha ke mainraati paath kita ke mainu chacha ji da supna aave ta savere uthe ke tusi mehsoos kita ke mainu chacha ji mile.i don't think so ke etha kujh hunda par purane loki jo kehnde oh galat vi nahi ho vi sakda.baki main ta aahi dua karanga ke tuhade chacha ji tuhade supniya ch aande rehan te tusi khush raho.

 

[Panjaban]

Hmmm...eh taa sahi kiha tusi.
Eh apne mann nu tasalli den wali gall hundi, jo kujh main keha. Dil nu sachi tassali milli, te je ah supneya de raahi main apne chacha ji nu milldi haan taa fer challo jhoothey hee sahi.

Raman jithe tak main sochda ja science da tajurba oh aahi kehnde ke jo banda sochda jo feel karda ohnu etha lagda ke oh ho riha hai.like tusi kiha ke mainraati paath kita ke mainu chacha ji da supna aave ta savere uthe ke tusi mehsoos kita ke mainu chacha ji mile.i don't think so ke etha kujh hunda par purane loki jo kehnde oh galat vi nahi ho vi sakda.baki main ta aahi dua karanga ke tuhade chacha ji tuhade supniya ch aande rehan te tusi khush raho.

 

[Gabru_Gulab_Varga]

Tuhanu kadi aidda laga ke tuhada Waheguru toh yakeen utth gya hai? Did u ever say to yourself ke "Bass, waheguru ji saade kade hoye hee nai" ?
Mainu kai velle aidda lagda ke mera Rabb mere naal russ geya hai. Waheguru ji, jehna te duniyaa ton vaddh ke aitbaar hunda, yakeen hunda, jehna de assi nerre hunde ohi saade naal vaadhi kar jaande, fer ah duniya te ki aas rakh sakde haa?
Main 1997 vich panjab chadd k ai c, apne mummy te brothers de naal. Bahut khush c main, cuz apne daddy ji nu millna c, after so many years. Fer aithey rehan lag gaye, it has always been nice living here. Kade kise cheej di kammi ni mehsoos kitti bass ik person di bahut yaad aundi c te hun v aundi hai. Mere chacha ji, jehna nu assi piche shadd aye c, phone te gall hundi rehndi c par fer v dil karda c millan lai. (i wont go into so much of detail bout da reasons..why i cudnt go back and stuff). Mere chacha ji, duniya de sabh ton channge insaan, mainu mere mummy te daddy ji naalo v vadh ke. School di meetings attend karde c, mummy ton kutt vajjan ton bachaunde c, teacher ne je kutt ditta taa ohde naal larran challe jaande c "tusi kon hunde saade niyaaneya te hatth chukkan wale?" Jado main amrika ai taa jado phone te gall honi, "raman tera janam din ah reha hai, main teriyaa saheliya nu ki deva tere wallo?" he wud buy sweets to hand out among my friends in my pind. Kaash eh sabh khushiya mainu ajj v dekhan nu milldiya.
Ik din ahjeha aiya ke dil chaunda c maran lai. Dil vich sawaal uth de c, Mere naal hee aidda kaate hona c? Bass ikk mokka ni c mill sakda apne chacha ji nu dekhan da? Waheguru ji nu ainni nafrat ah mere ton, ke ohna ne saanu akhri baar millan v nai ditta? Waheguru ji nu kaahdi jallan c gi? Ke main apne chacha ji nu apna rabb kaahte manneya hoya c? Ajj v ehe sawaal uthey hee khare ah.


I have so much more to write.. but i cant nemore,not rite now, but will love to just take it all out and put it on paper. just want to share this with someone, cant really do that with my family members, at home, its hard.

Raman,

Apne bas kuch nahi hai. Apaan aounde is duniya utte baad vich, par apna maran da sama te patta dhuro pahela hi likheya hunda. Har, ik-ik dana pani da hisaab baneya hai. Te bas ehda ik hisaab hunda, ke apaan kidde naal milna te bartna kis time te. Ehi tan zindagi hei. Apaan sochde han ki, te ho janda hai ki. Lakh pathi tu khak pathi ban jande han. Himmat rakhni, sab ous malak da khed hai. Bharosa bilkul nahi harna, te nahi kade kehna ke waheguru hai nahi, ja naraaz hai! Eh sab imthian diyaan ghariyan hun. Guru pareeksha lenda hai, ke mera pyara sachi dilaun pyar karda meinoo, ja bas uparoo dikhavat hai. Apaan kar kuch nahi sakda, bina ous malak de agge ardaas karan tu. Mein ardaas karda, ke he sache paatshaah deen dhyaal satguru rehtmataan karo meharvaan pita. Sab nu apna bhaana manan di shaktiyan baksho, apne niggi charan vich jaggo baksho atthe sukh shaantiyaan, tundrastiyaan diyaan kirpa karo.

Guru nu kade na bhulayi Raman. Guru tu bina sab kuch, sab rishtey is duniya te choote hun.

dj

 

[SherDil™]

Hmmm...eh taa sahi kiha tusi.
Eh apne mann nu tasalli den wali gall hundi, jo kujh main keha. Dil nu sachi tassali milli, te je ah supneya de raahi main apne chacha ji nu milldi haan taa fer challo jhoothey hee sahi.

haanji matlab ta aapne chacha ji nu milan naal hai bas oh hunde rehna chahida.baki tuhanu sujaav den layi ik hor senior member aan wala so dekho ki kehnde ne o.

 

[Gabru_Gulab_Varga]

SD apni apni soch hai, par kayi vari jo supne vich dekhi da oh sahi hunda. Mera matlab, koi rooh sachi aake mil sakdi. Mere kise jaan pechaan de vich ehda di gaal ho hatti.

 

[Pardesan Punjaban]

ih sirf thude naal hee nahi hoyia​

 

[Angel_Eyes]

Raman ki kaha hun, bahut strange aa........asi dono NY to, dono Colorado ch, Dono same high school ch pariya....te shayad rabb ne dona nu dukh vi ikko ditta, sach manni zondagi ch main vi apne sab to close chacha ji gawa chukki haan, par shayad tuhade to bahut pehla. Main vi 1997 ch hi US ch aayi si. Par chote hundeya bahut chote hundeya mere chacha ji di vi death ho gayi si, and mainu ajj takk ohna di aini ku kami mehsoos hundi aa ki dass nahi sakdi, Jadd vi mere naal kuj hunda ta main hamesha ehi sochdi ki je o hunde ta shayad life eda na hundi, mere chacha ji saari duniya naal lar jande mere layi.
he was very close to me too, mainu apne moddeya te chukk ke roj saare pind da chakkar kadd de hunde si, te ikk ikk bande kole ruk ke kehna chall putt ssa bula bajurga nu. Main hosh ohna de hatha ch sambhali si, so u can pretty much imagine ki kinni close hovangi main vi ohna de. Raman tera dukh main sajh sakdi aa laado, par rabb di honi nu koi nahi rok sakda, te rabb de agge kise da jor vi nahi, ohda bhana mitha karke mannana painda hai. Te naale baani ch likheya "jo aaya so chalsi amar so gur kartaar, bhi sacha salahna sache thaan pyar" ....matlab, jo aaya ohne chale hi jaana hai, ehi kudrat da asool hai, sirf guru te saanu banaun vaala hi amar hai, te us sache waheguru nu hi pyar karna chahida hai, kyonki akhir sab kuj da karta ohi hai. I know dukh hunda hai, mere chacha ji ta shayad 24-25 saal de hi si, te jaana ta har kise ne hunda par aini choti umar ch duniya vi nahi dekhi hundi halle, te rabb apne kole bula lainda. Par tusi raje rabb to apna yakeen na uthao, rabb diya hor kinniya rehmata ne jinna da shukar kariye lakh lakh vaar ta vi ghatt hai, sohne veer, sohne mummy papa ditte rabb ne, haina? bass ohde agge ardaas karo ki chacha ji di rooh nu shanti bakhshan te baaki de jiya nu piche himmat te haunsla ki. Eh shikva ta hamesha dil ch rehna ki ikk akhri vaar mil ta lainde, par jo usnu manjoor usde agge kise di nahi chaldi. Tusi udaas na hovo, waheguru da naam lao te apna bhrosa dolan na dao.

te tuhade supne vaali gall ohda vi jawab dau main, aah par lao pehla, post already bahut lambi ho gayi

, sad nahi hona tusi ta bahut good bacha o.

 

[munda_wakhre_type_da]

kudrat de rang niyare ...usdiya ohi jaane..

bt i believe in one thing evrythin happens for our own gud..hun tusi puchunge k j asin chacha ji nu mil ni paaye ta is ch ki good hai.. well maybe j tusi una nu mil lende shayad fer una lai jaana hor aukha ho jana c.. it mite wud have been much more hard for his soul to leave... oh v thonu ina love karde c taaa una lai kina aukha hona c apne pyaare bche nu chadke jaana..

philosphy meri.. bt dukhi hoke apne aap nu hor sad na fel karao.. j chacha ji hunde taan he wud have never wanted u to b s sad.. sad dekhde taa o v sad hunde.. so atleast una layi hi sahi stop being sad ..

 

[SHauKeeN GaBRu]

aehi te probm hai pardesan vich rehn di, and this is faced my most of us
whtevr happend with u was really sad
but Waheguru ton kade vishvas nahi chukna chahida...kadi kadi aedaan lagda ke assi Babaji nu bahut mande haan, par sadde vaste aenna kuchh nahi karde, but fer bad chon sochi da ke jinna assi karida hai bahut katt hai...sannu hor karna chahida...
hun main apni gaddi di dashboard te Guru Nanak devji di foto rakhi hoyi hai, gaddi start karan ton pehlan har vaari matha tek daan, mere 2-3 waari accident hon ton bache, ik haje kal masaan bacheya, gaddi di break nahi c lagdi, inch da gap reh gaya agli car de naal, fer bad chon aehi sochi da ke this was a sign given to me by Babaji to drive more cautiously...many a times i get swayed away, par Waheguru ton kade vishwas nahi utheya paven kuchh vi hojaye...