The Truth

Saini Sa'aB

I feel rejected.
I feel unloved.
I feel unwanted
Since you left me.
I fill my days with a list of things I have to do,
Just so I don’t have time to think of you.
But on those times I have a moment spare
My heart goes back into such despair.
It came from out of nowhere,
It took me by surprise,
I truly thought you loved me
Why was I so unwise?
I don’t want your sympathy
I don’t want you to lie
Don’t tell me that you still love me
Just so I do not cry.
I want to learn the things to do,
To let you go and un-remember you…
But no matter what I do or try
I just break down and wonder why.