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mera dil dukhi ni aa na main hon denda
meri buthi te 24 ghante smile hundi
mere naal ghar de jee kehnde ke tu bali bakwaas marda
te fer je nalabha sahmne fer meri bakwaas miss karde
***the reasons 4 my depression/sickness***
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meri buthi te 24 ghante smile hundi
mere naal ghar de jee kehnde ke tu bali bakwaas marda
te fer je nalabha sahmne fer meri bakwaas miss karde
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
simran sis bohut changgi aa,, bholi jahi,,,,,,,,really can't wait to meet her,, mein tuhanu dass v dinni aa, simran de sakke rishtedaar chacha ji, mere massad ji aa,, derby rehnde, uk ch
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
thnx for your wishes te prayers tiwana ji,, bohut khushi hundi aa, jad koyee dost ardas karda mere layee, mein te parmatma naal v gila nahi kardi, meri zindagi de dukh, menu mille,, mein hass ke galle lagga laye,, MERE GURU PAATSHAH NE KIHA C , "TERA BHAANA MEETHA LAAGE" mein nimani te parmatma nu ihhi ardas aa, ki 1-2 sukhaan di jhalak dikha deo bass,, jo v dinna aa manzoor aa,,,,,,,,,
tuhade warge mere piyare dostaan di ardaasan ch bohut damm aa,, kisse na kisse di aawaz te uss tak pohnchi, jo mein 37 din de COMA cho nikal ke wapas aa gayee,
tuhade warge mere piyare dostaan di ardaasan ch bohut damm aa,, kisse na kisse di aawaz te uss tak pohnchi, jo mein 37 din de COMA cho nikal ke wapas aa gayee,
Johal
ChArDi KaLaN
Apninder gg ih zindagi haiii
je zindagi wich dukh han te sukh wi han. mein parmatma agee poori umeed nal adras karda han ke tuhadii aun walli zindagiii sukhan bharpoor howe. kyun ke tusi pehla ton hi kafii dukh jhall chukeee hoo. baki us waheguru te jakeen rakhooo. jiwe hun tak us da bhana mitta kar ke maniaa. te agge wi is te chalde rehoo. nale depression nu door karan da ikoo hi hall hai ke ih sab tension us parmatma te chadd dewoo te us agee
ardas karoo ke bhanna mitta man ke chalna da ball baksheee.
well lagda mein kuj jiada hi likh gaya
bass apna khyal rakhoo te hameshaa kush rakhan di koshish karooo
je zindagi wich dukh han te sukh wi han. mein parmatma agee poori umeed nal adras karda han ke tuhadii aun walli zindagiii sukhan bharpoor howe. kyun ke tusi pehla ton hi kafii dukh jhall chukeee hoo. baki us waheguru te jakeen rakhooo. jiwe hun tak us da bhana mitta kar ke maniaa. te agge wi is te chalde rehoo. nale depression nu door karan da ikoo hi hall hai ke ih sab tension us parmatma te chadd dewoo te us agee
well lagda mein kuj jiada hi likh gaya
bass apna khyal rakhoo te hameshaa kush rakhan di koshish karooo
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
johal ji thnx a lot 4 your kind words and wishes,,,,,,,,,,ithe tuhade warge friends da sadka, mein hun depression tablets nahi khandi,,,,,,,,,,waheguru ji te shad ditta bass,,,,,,,,,,,,
deep_in_field
**deep**
Apninder hun tuhanu kuch nahi hona don't worry......na hi apa tuhanu kujh hon dena okkkkkkkkkkkkkk
quote=reshmi_mutiyar;337535]dosto, ih te menu bohut der pehlaan dassna chahida c, jonty g ne sawaal kita ki menu inni punjabi kidda ondi, jadki i was born and bread in ENGLAND,, WELL R U READY TO GET BORED WITH MY LONG STORY,,
Ih sach aa ki i was born and bread in england, MY LIFE HAS BEEN NOTHING SHORT OF SADNESS,
SIDE EFFECTS OF DEPRESSION TABLETS TAKING FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, PUT ME IN COMA
THE REASONS 4 MY DEPRESSIONS,,,sadness in the family in the last 6+ years, since the death of my dad, may/11/2001, i was still 42 days short of my 17th birthday, MY DAD DIED IN MY ARMS, mein oss wele ghar hi c, mera chota bro. BALJIT haale school to aya hi c, ki dad nu dard hoya, te mein ohna nu fadd ke living room ch floor te hi baith gayee, baljit paramedics nu phone karan lag giya, mum uppar bathroom ch nhaunde c,, paani di aawaaz ch ohna nu sadiyan chekhaan nahi sunniyan, 90 seconds de andar andar, dad poore ho chukke c, he was 43, baljit ne uchi uchi daahan marniyan shuru ker dittiya, mein dad nu lai ke baithi, badda bhaji ghar nahi hunda c, COVENTRY UNI hostel ch rehnda c, te naale police di trainning karda c, jado mum nahaa ke thalle aaye te dad di body nu dekhiya, te kush v bole nahi, 2-3 min tak dekh ke oh v mere hathaan ch collapse ho gaye, dead father, mum passed out, odhar baljit v dhaahan marda,, mein kisse tarah apne aap nu sambhal ke, ohna tinna nu sambhaliya, te 5-10 min hor wait kiti paramedics di,
MUM WENT INTO DEEP COMA, 2ND DECEMBER NU JAA KE JAAGE, 7 MAHINE BAAD JADO JAAGE, OHNA DI MEMORY KUSH CONFUSED C, DOCTORS TOLD US THAT, THIS COULD NEVER CURE,,,, MUM AJJ TAK V SICK AA,, 8-10 DIN BAAD JADO V ATTACK HUNDA AA, MUM IH SAMAJHDE AA, KI DAD IS STILL ALIVE, AND WE SHOULD GO FIND HIM, BRING HIM HOME, JID KARAN LAGG JAANDE AA,,
baljit 4 din tak kush v bollia nahi, doctors ne, uss nu har rojj chupedaan mar mar ke ruaya,, te rab di mehar naal oh thikk ho giya, menu bad depression ho giya,, sade mama ji ne, mum de jaagan to pehlaan hi badde veer ranvir da 20 saalan de da viah ohna di girfriend de naal hi karwaa dita, SIRF COURT MARRIAGE,, parmatma di mehar c, ki bhabi de mum/dad ne kush v object nahi kita,, sunny deol de sohrian de wichon ne oh,, sunny de sohrian da ghar sade ghar de kol aa,
mum nu COMA ch dekh ke, mein har roj gurudware jaan laggi, 10 november 2001 nu guru granth sahib de mohre matha tekan laggi 3 ghante tak udda hi matha tekan di position ch rahi, sare giani te sangat menu uthaande c, per mein kisse nu hath ni laun dita, fer 1 aaurat ne mera purse lai ke ohde cho mera tel. no. liya te ghar bhabi no dassiya, te oh menu ghar lai ke gaye, gurudware wale ik giani gurmeet singh ji, roj mere ghar aan lagge, te ik din 24 november, guru teg bahadur g da shaheedi guru purab wale din, ohna ne menu amrit shakkan layee kiha, jo mein agle din sunday 25th nu shak liya, parmatma di kirpa hoyee, oss to agle sunday, 2nd dec nu guru gobind singh ji di guru gaddi manaunde aa,, MEIN GURUDWARE C, MERI MUM HOSPITAL CH 7 MAHINE DE COMA CHO JAAG GAYE,,, WAHEGURU TERA SHUKKAR HAI,,,
bass fer ki c,, mein gurudware punjabi sikhni shuru kiti, pehlan bolni v nahi ondi c, hun te din ch 3 vaar paath kardi aa, 25 november 2001 to lai ke ajj tak mein koyee western kapda nahi paya, har roj punjabi suit, cambridge university ch students nu 2 mile to pata lag jaanda aa, ki oh apninder khadi aa,, bass ihhi meri kahani aa, dad te kho liya mein,, per hun te rab kolon ikko chiz mangdi aa, ki meri mum nu thikk ker dain bass,, hor kush ni chahida,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
2004 tak mera depression aaina vadh giya c, ki doctors ne v haar mann layee,fer ohna ne suggest kita ki mein pen ya net friends banawa,, ENTER CHATS ON SITES,, DECEMBER 2004,, UNLUCKY SITE FOR ME PZ,,, PLZ DON'T ANYBODY GO THERE,,I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED THEIR, ALMOST EVERYDAY, MEIN DHAI SAAL RAHI UTHE, UTHE DA MAIN ADMIN (NAAM NAHI LAI SAKDI OHDA, JE ITHE MOD NA HUNDI TE FER LAI DINDI) IS A SUPPORTER OF SEXUAL ABUSERS, THREAD CH MENU SEXUALLY ABUSE KITA GIYA, THE ADMIN DID NOTHING,,,, DALJIT, ROB, JATT01, BLUE CHILD,, SARE CHANGE AA,, DOSSRE 2,, THEY ARE FROM ANOTHER PLANET,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
SORRY FOR BORING YOU,,,,,
ITHE TUSI MENU PYAR HI PYAR DITA,,,THANKU EVERY1 [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B] [B][FO... 2 MEET HER[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B][/quote]
quote=reshmi_mutiyar;337535]dosto, ih te menu bohut der pehlaan dassna chahida c, jonty g ne sawaal kita ki menu inni punjabi kidda ondi, jadki i was born and bread in ENGLAND,, WELL R U READY TO GET BORED WITH MY LONG STORY,,Ih sach aa ki i was born and bread in england, MY LIFE HAS BEEN NOTHING SHORT OF SADNESS,
SIDE EFFECTS OF DEPRESSION TABLETS TAKING FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, PUT ME IN COMA
THE REASONS 4 MY DEPRESSIONS,,,sadness in the family in the last 6+ years, since the death of my dad, may/11/2001, i was still 42 days short of my 17th birthday, MY DAD DIED IN MY ARMS, mein oss wele ghar hi c, mera chota bro. BALJIT haale school to aya hi c, ki dad nu dard hoya, te mein ohna nu fadd ke living room ch floor te hi baith gayee, baljit paramedics nu phone karan lag giya, mum uppar bathroom ch nhaunde c,, paani di aawaaz ch ohna nu sadiyan chekhaan nahi sunniyan, 90 seconds de andar andar, dad poore ho chukke c, he was 43, baljit ne uchi uchi daahan marniyan shuru ker dittiya, mein dad nu lai ke baithi, badda bhaji ghar nahi hunda c, COVENTRY UNI hostel ch rehnda c, te naale police di trainning karda c, jado mum nahaa ke thalle aaye te dad di body nu dekhiya, te kush v bole nahi, 2-3 min tak dekh ke oh v mere hathaan ch collapse ho gaye, dead father, mum passed out, odhar baljit v dhaahan marda,, mein kisse tarah apne aap nu sambhal ke, ohna tinna nu sambhaliya, te 5-10 min hor wait kiti paramedics di,
MUM WENT INTO DEEP COMA, 2ND DECEMBER NU JAA KE JAAGE, 7 MAHINE BAAD JADO JAAGE, OHNA DI MEMORY KUSH CONFUSED C, DOCTORS TOLD US THAT, THIS COULD NEVER CURE,,,, MUM AJJ TAK V SICK AA,, 8-10 DIN BAAD JADO V ATTACK HUNDA AA, MUM IH SAMAJHDE AA, KI DAD IS STILL ALIVE, AND WE SHOULD GO FIND HIM, BRING HIM HOME, JID KARAN LAGG JAANDE AA,,
baljit 4 din tak kush v bollia nahi, doctors ne, uss nu har rojj chupedaan mar mar ke ruaya,, te rab di mehar naal oh thikk ho giya, menu bad depression ho giya,, sade mama ji ne, mum de jaagan to pehlaan hi badde veer ranvir da 20 saalan de da viah ohna di girfriend de naal hi karwaa dita, SIRF COURT MARRIAGE,, parmatma di mehar c, ki bhabi de mum/dad ne kush v object nahi kita,, sunny deol de sohrian de wichon ne oh,, sunny de sohrian da ghar sade ghar de kol aa,
mum nu COMA ch dekh ke, mein har roj gurudware jaan laggi, 10 november 2001 nu guru granth sahib de mohre matha tekan laggi 3 ghante tak udda hi matha tekan di position ch rahi, sare giani te sangat menu uthaande c, per mein kisse nu hath ni laun dita, fer 1 aaurat ne mera purse lai ke ohde cho mera tel. no. liya te ghar bhabi no dassiya, te oh menu ghar lai ke gaye, gurudware wale ik giani gurmeet singh ji, roj mere ghar aan lagge, te ik din 24 november, guru teg bahadur g da shaheedi guru purab wale din, ohna ne menu amrit shakkan layee kiha, jo mein agle din sunday 25th nu shak liya, parmatma di kirpa hoyee, oss to agle sunday, 2nd dec nu guru gobind singh ji di guru gaddi manaunde aa,, MEIN GURUDWARE C, MERI MUM HOSPITAL CH 7 MAHINE DE COMA CHO JAAG GAYE,,, WAHEGURU TERA SHUKKAR HAI,,,
bass fer ki c,, mein gurudware punjabi sikhni shuru kiti, pehlan bolni v nahi ondi c, hun te din ch 3 vaar paath kardi aa, 25 november 2001 to lai ke ajj tak mein koyee western kapda nahi paya, har roj punjabi suit, cambridge university ch students nu 2 mile to pata lag jaanda aa, ki oh apninder khadi aa,, bass ihhi meri kahani aa, dad te kho liya mein,, per hun te rab kolon ikko chiz mangdi aa, ki meri mum nu thikk ker dain bass,, hor kush ni chahida,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
2004 tak mera depression aaina vadh giya c, ki doctors ne v haar mann layee,fer ohna ne suggest kita ki mein pen ya net friends banawa,, ENTER CHATS ON SITES,, DECEMBER 2004,, UNLUCKY SITE FOR ME PZ,,, PLZ DON'T ANYBODY GO THERE,,I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED THEIR, ALMOST EVERYDAY, MEIN DHAI SAAL RAHI UTHE, UTHE DA MAIN ADMIN (NAAM NAHI LAI SAKDI OHDA, JE ITHE MOD NA HUNDI TE FER LAI DINDI) IS A SUPPORTER OF SEXUAL ABUSERS, THREAD CH MENU SEXUALLY ABUSE KITA GIYA, THE ADMIN DID NOTHING,,,, DALJIT, ROB, JATT01, BLUE CHILD,, SARE CHANGE AA,, DOSSRE 2,, THEY ARE FROM ANOTHER PLANET,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
SORRY FOR BORING YOU,,,,,
ITHE TUSI MENU PYAR HI PYAR DITA,,,THANKU EVERY1 [/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B] [B][FO... 2 MEET HER[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B][/quote]
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
thnx deep g,
can u do me a favour plzzz,,, edit ur post,, the icons are from another site,thnxxx
can u do me a favour plzzz,,, edit ur post,, the icons are from another site,thnxxx
Swashbuckling
Member
mainu taan pata hi aa tuhadi kahani da,,,, meri DADDY (https://www.unp.me/f38/daddy-everyone-must-read-17667/) aali post ch tusin dassi si .......... hun taan ehi kahoo ke aapan chahiye ya na chahiye parr normal circumstances ch saareyan ne eh din kade na kade taan dekhna hi aa,.. that's the way it is,,,,,, if our life is a package then this day forms the part of that package, the difference is just of the date ............ please try to move on with life and try to be happy and try to do things that make you happy and ignore things that make you sad ,,,,,,,,, coz ron naal, sochan naal, tension lain naal sirf banda aap dukhi hunda hor koi farak ni painda ,,,,,, so keep smiling
jas_jøgåñ
Elite
didi ji tuhadi zindgi baare parh ke aakhan bhar aayia 
.. sachi didi tusi bahut himmat waale insaan o.... mainu bahut changa lagga ke tusi appne dukhan nu saade naal saanjha kita.. inj karan naal tuhade dil nu sakoon mil janda.. i kno .. plz didi tusi appne dil di gall kise naal sanjhi kar leya karo plzz.. ..
meri parmatma agge ehi ardaas a ke tuhanu duniya di har khushi mile.. tusi hameshan hassde muskarunde raho... te tuhade mamma theek ho jaan.. te saareya nu lambhi umar bakshan waheguru ji..
u didi
.. sachi didi tusi bahut himmat waale insaan o.... mainu bahut changa lagga ke tusi appne dukhan nu saade naal saanjha kita.. inj karan naal tuhade dil nu sakoon mil janda.. i kno .. plz didi tusi appne dil di gall kise naal sanjhi kar leya karo plzz.. .. meri parmatma agge ehi ardaas a ke tuhanu duniya di har khushi mile.. tusi hameshan hassde muskarunde raho... te tuhade mamma theek ho jaan.. te saareya nu lambhi umar bakshan waheguru ji..
u didi
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
yes sukhbir ji menu yaad aa, tuhadi ih post,,,,,,,,,mein aaiwe hi gussa ker baithi c,, thnx 4 all ur wishes,,mainu taan pata hi aa tuhadi kahani da,,,, meri DADDY (https://www.unp.me/f38/daddy-everyone-must-read-17667/) aali post ch tusin dassi si .......... hun taan ehi kahoo ke aapan chahiye ya na chahiye parr normal circumstances ch saareyan ne eh din kade na kade taan dekhna hi aa,.. that's the way it is,,,,,, if our life is a package then this day forms the part of that package, the difference is just of the date ............ please try to move on with life and try to be happy and try to do things that make you happy and ignore things that make you sad ,,,,,,,,, coz ron naal, sochan naal, tension lain naal sirf banda aap dukhi hunda hor koi farak ni painda ,,,,,, so keep smiling
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
yes isse karke mein sochia c ki share ker lamma,, apne mann nu tassali dain layee,,,, mein nimani koyee simpathy nahi labhdi,, bass apne mann layee sakoon labhdi aa,, jo tuhade warge piyare dostaan da sadka menu aina pyar mil giya iss site te,,,,,,,didi ji tuhadi zindgi baare parh ke aakhan bhar aayia
meri parmatma agge ehi ardaas a ke tuhanu duniya di har khushi mile.. tusi hameshan hassde muskarunde raho... te tuhade mamma theek ho jaan.. te saareya nu lambhi umar bakshan waheguru ji..
jas_jøgåñ
Elite
didi i m sorry if i said anything rong .. didi main vi appne dad nu khoya jadon main 16 years di c ... mainu pata ki dukh hunda ae.. main vi pehla appne dil andar rakhi baithi c par fer ik bahut nice friend mileya jis ne mainu samjaya mera dukh suneya ..... dil nu thoda chain mil janda ...
dun kno wht 2 write ...
dun kno wht 2 write ...
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
no sis ji tusi ni kujh v wrong kiha, mein te bohut khush aa, ki tusi mera dukh nu poora samjhiya,,,te jo mein highlight kita,, tusi reason samajh liya,, tusi v mere waang chot khadi karke tuhanu pata, mere dard da,,,,,,didi i m sorry if i said anything rong .. didi main vi appne dad nu khoya jadon main 16 years di c ... mainu pata ki dukh hunda ae.. main vi pehla appne dil andar rakhi baithi c par fer ik bahut nice friend mileya jis ne mainu samjaya mera dukh suneya ..... dil nu thoda chain mil janda ...
dun kno wht 2 write ...
jas_jøgåñ
Elite
no sis ji tusi ni kujh v wrong kiha, mein te bohut khush aa, ki tusi mera dukh nu poora samjhiya,,,te jo mein highlight kita,, tusi reason samajh liya,, tusi v mere waang chot khadi karke tuhanu pata, mere dard da,,,,,,
didi bahut khushi a ke main unp pariwaar di member a
reshmi_mutiyar
LITTLE KITTEN
me 2 sis ji,,,,,,,,,,,,,this site has helped me too,, lots of good friends here,,
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