it feels impossible nd u want to resist change ... dnt want to move on ... even tho u think ur styll stuck there ... everything moves on .. and u know it or u dnt but u have moved on too ...
hard yes it is .. bcuz the beautiful times .. nd rite now in a hard time .. so naturally ull have a tendency to linger on to not at all let go of that something beautiful something u've luved crazily .. nd thinking of that the future ... daydreaming beckons u .. wat it culd all have led to had everything gone well ...
the thoughts bring tears to ur eyes nd u realize its all a part of u .. how those beautiful memories nd thoughts nd da hard times now make u wat u r .. u can never let go of it all cuz its a part of u .. so it all comes to making a conscious decision .. but heart rules da head nd vice versa ... so how effective is the conscious decision ?
r u thinking its a never ending maze ?
life's like that ...