“Atleast I could have said something”

tomarnidhi

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Written by Nidhi Tomar around 2009


It was a moonlit night
Dark and beautiful as the eyes of a young indian maiden
Wide eyed stars stared at me
But where was i…………………………..
I stood on the window staring at his snap
& tried to answer 1 simple question

He was away and I was alone, very alone
A tear trickeld down my eye.. but I had no reason to explain
I knew he wont be back for years
But my heart wished desperately that he is back the next moment.
I stood dumbstruck & tried to answer one simple question………………………..


Suddenly my hands felt the warmth of his hands,
My eyes felt the brilliance of his eyes,
Ah “ is that you” .. I whispered, though I knew he was nowhere around,
I looked for him here and there & tried to answer one simple question

Why was I behaving so strange today,
“ What had changed” I ashed myself,
Everything was so similar as ever
But so different as never,
I remember when I was down… he taught me to face the world
I remember when I wanted to cry .. I could not coz I had my tears in his eyes
I remember when I wanted to be happy .. I was the happiest coz I had all his smiles on my face
I remember when I blamed the destiny.. he told me u’re the luckiest
I remember when I couldn’t believe myself… he was the one who had faith in me,
I remember the silence of his face & moisture of his eyes when I told him about my first infactuation…
Ah……..I thought it was all a friends blessings,
But it was more more & much more………………….
I held his snap against my heart & tried to answer one simple question………….


A fear grew into my eyes,
& I asked myself “Was he in love with me”
Maybe……………… but he could have said something,
“Am I in love with him” I asked myself again,
Maybe… I too had fallen in for him….. but when , how & why…… I don’t know
Coz love needs no explanation,
A tear trickled down my eye.
But now I had a reason to explain………………..

It was the symbol of my true love
Which I had for him for long,
I sat on the chair and closed my eyes,
I felt light and elated,
Coz today I got the answer to my question,
Coz today I was true to my soul,
But I repented for one thing………………
“Atleast I could have said something”
 
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