***the reasons 4 my depression/sickness***

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reshmi_mutiyar

LITTLE KITTEN
dosto, ih te menu bohut der pehlaan dassna chahida c, jonty g ne sawaal kita ki menu inni punjabi kidda ondi, jadki i was born and bread in ENGLAND,, WELL R U READY TO GET BORED WITH MY LONG STORY,,

Ih sach aa ki i was born and bread in england, MY LIFE HAS BEEN NOTHING SHORT OF SADNESS,


SIDE EFFECTS OF DEPRESSION TABLETS TAKING FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, PUT ME IN COMA

THE REASONS 4 MY DEPRESSIONS,,,sadness in the family in the last 6+ years, since the death of my dad, may/11/2001, i was still 42 days short of my 17th birthday, MY DAD DIED IN MY ARMS, mein oss wele ghar hi c, mera chota bro. BALJIT haale school to aya hi c, ki dad nu dard hoya, te mein ohna nu fadd ke living room ch floor te hi baith gayee, baljit paramedics nu phone karan lag giya, mum uppar bathroom ch nhaunde c,, paani di aawaaz ch ohna nu sadiyan chekhaan nahi sunniyan, 90 seconds de andar andar, dad poore ho chukke c, he was 43, baljit ne uchi uchi daahan marniyan shuru ker dittiya, mein dad nu lai ke baithi, badda bhaji ghar nahi hunda c, COVENTRY UNI hostel ch rehnda c, te naale police di trainning karda c, jado mum nahaa ke thalle aaye te dad di body nu dekhiya, te kush v bole nahi, 2-3 min tak dekh ke oh v mere hathaan ch collapse ho gaye, dead father, mum passed out, odhar baljit v dhaahan marda,, mein kisse tarah apne aap nu sambhal ke, ohna tinna nu sambhaliya, te 5-10 min hor wait kiti paramedics di,

MUM WENT INTO DEEP COMA, 2ND DECEMBER NU JAA KE JAAGE, 7 MAHINE BAAD JADO JAAGE, OHNA DI MEMORY KUSH CONFUSED C, DOCTORS TOLD US THAT, THIS COULD NEVER CURE,,,, MUM AJJ TAK V SICK AA,, 8-10 DIN BAAD JADO V ATTACK HUNDA AA, MUM IH SAMAJHDE AA, KI DAD IS STILL ALIVE, AND WE SHOULD GO FIND HIM, BRING HIM HOME, JID KARAN LAGG JAANDE AA,,

baljit 4 din tak kush v bollia nahi, doctors ne, uss nu har rojj chupedaan mar mar ke ruaya,, te rab di mehar naal oh thikk ho giya, menu bad depression ho giya,, sade mama ji ne, mum de jaagan to pehlaan hi badde veer ranvir da 20 saalan de da viah ohna di girfriend de naal hi karwaa dita, SIRF COURT MARRIAGE,, parmatma di mehar c, ki bhabi de mum/dad ne kush v object nahi kita,, sunny deol de sohrian de wichon ne oh,, sunny de sohrian da ghar sade ghar de kol aa,

mum nu COMA ch dekh ke, mein har roj gurudware jaan laggi, 10 november 2001 nu guru granth sahib de mohre matha tekan laggi 3 ghante tak udda hi matha tekan di position ch rahi, sare giani te sangat menu uthaande c, per mein kisse nu hath ni laun dita, fer 1 aaurat ne mera purse lai ke ohde cho mera tel. no. liya te ghar bhabi no dassiya, te oh menu ghar lai ke gaye, gurudware wale ik giani gurmeet singh ji, roj mere ghar aan lagge, te ik din 24 november, guru teg bahadur g da shaheedi guru purab wale din, ohna ne menu amrit shakkan layee kiha, jo mein agle din sunday 25th nu shak liya, parmatma di kirpa hoyee, oss to agle sunday, 2nd dec nu guru gobind singh ji di guru gaddi manaunde aa,, MEIN GURUDWARE C, MERI MUM HOSPITAL CH 7 MAHINE DE COMA CHO JAAG GAYE,,, WAHEGURU TERA SHUKKAR HAI,,,
bass fer ki c,, mein gurudware punjabi sikhni shuru kiti, pehlan bolni v nahi ondi c, hun te din ch 3 vaar paath kardi aa, 25 november 2001 to lai ke ajj tak mein koyee western kapda nahi paya, har roj punjabi suit, cambridge university ch students nu 2 mile to pata lag jaanda aa, ki oh apninder khadi aa,, bass ihhi meri kahani aa, dad te kho liya mein,, per hun te rab kolon ikko chiz mangdi aa, ki meri mum nu thikk ker dain bass,, hor kush ni chahida,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

2004 tak mera depression aaina vadh giya c, ki doctors ne v haar mann layee,fer ohna ne suggest kita ki mein pen ya net friends banawa,, ENTER CHATS ON SITES,, DECEMBER 2004,, UNLUCKY SITE FOR ME PZ,,, PLZ DON'T ANYBODY GO THERE,,I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED THEIR, ALMOST EVERYDAY, MEIN DHAI SAAL RAHI UTHE, UTHE DA MAIN ADMIN (NAAM NAHI LAI SAKDI OHDA, JE ITHE MOD NA HUNDI TE FER LAI DINDI) IS A SUPPORTER OF SEXUAL ABUSERS, THREAD CH MENU SEXUALLY ABUSE KITA GIYA, THE ADMIN DID NOTHING,,,, DALJIT, ROB, JATT01, BLUE CHILD,, SARE CHANGE AA,, DOSSRE 2,, THEY ARE FROM ANOTHER PLANET,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

SORRY FOR BORING YOU,,,,,

ITHE TUSI MENU PYAR HI PYAR DITA,,,THANKU EVERY1


WUB U ALL VERY MUCH,,,,,,,, TUHANU PATA SIMRAN GUGGLO JAHI,, MERI REAL LIFE COUSIN AAA,,, I CAN'T WAIT 2 MEET HER
 

SherDil™

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main tuhanu aa na kehndeya hoye ke bahut sad lagga mainu aa
par aa jarur kahunga ke future ch khush raho sare theek rehn
baki bhangra vele hath hilayi de ya tusi sir hilayi jande hun te koma cho bahr aajo :gig
nale kihri Simran di gall kar raho ho Reshu Teshu ji :p
te je tusi thori relief laini chahunde mere sigi te click karo :D
 

reshmi_mutiyar

LITTLE KITTEN
hey sis enna kush seh chuke tussi apni life ch te kadi dasseya v nahin :(( :hug :wub and always with u siso
yes arps sis ji,,:hug :wub,,,,
tuhade warge dostaan da sadka, mein jeeondi aa,, all ur wishes and prayers, tuhanu pata pz10 te mein gande mundiyan karaan badle di agg ch bhatki firdi c,,, enter CHETAN JI, who showed me respect and tought me to ignore bad boys,,
 

reshmi_mutiyar

LITTLE KITTEN
sheru dear, tusi bohut change aa, kaash 2 dhai saal pehlaan pz te v tuhade warge izzat dain wale hunde,,,oh sheru ji mein guri wali simran di cousin aa,,, SIMRAN = chandigarh shehar di kudi,,

SHERU JI thnx 4 ur ANMOL friendship, LOVE IT :hug :wub
 

diamond4ever

BIG KID
hey apninder i am so glad to learn that you are okay, and it's really good to hear from you finally. i had a chance to read your post. you are a strong woman, i admire your strength. im glad we all could we part of your life and be there for you in our own ways. :hug and tuhanu rab te bahut bharosa He will not let you down :hug take care sis talk to you soon
 

reshmi_mutiyar

LITTLE KITTEN
hey apninder i am so glad to learn that you are okay, and it's really good to hear from you finally. i had a chance to read your post. you are a strong woman, i admire your strength. im glad we all could we part of your life and be there for you in our own ways. :hug and tuhanu rab te bahut bharosa He will not let you down :hug take care sis talk to you soon
oh i wub u so much sis,,,,,,,,, you're a grrr8 person/ friend too, :hug :hug :wub
 
oh sis thats real touchy...................dunia edan di o aa...........sab edan de he aa............abusers yaar..............pz te mai v si meri te larayi v hogi se.............
 

~dejavu~

b@ck in bu$ine$$
reading all that is very sad and i am sorry that you had to go through all that...but death is one truth of our life and we should accept it...many of us have hard time accepting it, but count on us..we are all here for you and you dont have to go to any other crappy chat community ever again :D let bygones be bygones, be positive, supportive and i bet after reading Gurbani you'd take realities of life easy, That makes life much easier...

Hope & Pray your mom gets well very soon too.
 
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