Maybe I can start over,
Please give me another chance.
I want to prove that I can be trusted;
The feeling I have right now is hard to explain.
Like why should I talk when you think it's a lie;
Coming to realize that reality has slapped me in the face.
Not know the decisions to make,
Overwhelmed by the choices.
It scares me to know that one little mistake can cause a train wreck;
I'm scared,
Scared to grow up,
Scared to fail,
To the point of not trying.
Because if I don't try then I have nothing to fail at;
Maybe that's why I run from my problems,
Because I'm wrong and afraid to admit it.
I hate being wrong, and when I am,
I run and hide so I don't have to face it,
But in the end it never works;
I need to grow up,
Realize that I have to face challenges head on.
No more hiding,
No more running.
Time to be a woman.
Please give me another chance.
I want to prove that I can be trusted;
The feeling I have right now is hard to explain.
Like why should I talk when you think it's a lie;
Coming to realize that reality has slapped me in the face.
Not know the decisions to make,
Overwhelmed by the choices.
It scares me to know that one little mistake can cause a train wreck;
I'm scared,
Scared to grow up,
Scared to fail,
To the point of not trying.
Because if I don't try then I have nothing to fail at;
Maybe that's why I run from my problems,
Because I'm wrong and afraid to admit it.
I hate being wrong, and when I am,
I run and hide so I don't have to face it,
But in the end it never works;
I need to grow up,
Realize that I have to face challenges head on.
No more hiding,
No more running.
Time to be a woman.
