shayad main un se pyaar karne laga hoon .....

pehle main chain se soya karta tha
ab raaton ko karwatein badalne laga hoon

pehle main sab se bahut baatein kia karta tha
ab chup chaap rehne laga hoon

pehle main mehfilon main raha karta tha
ab aakela rehne laga hoon

shayari ka shok nahi tha mujhe
par ab khud shayari likhne laga hoon

un se mulakat hone ke baad
jane kyun un ke bare main sochne laga hoon

pehle main doston ki nakal kia karta tha
ab aaine ke samne un ki nakal karne laga hoon

zindagi ke safar main aakle chalte chalte achanak
unke ke saath chalne ki khuwahish karne laga hoon

sab log un ka naam le le kar mujhe pareshaan kia karte the
par ab yeh pareshaani bhi passand karne laga hoon

jo lamhe hum ne saath bitaye the
woh lamhe ab roz yaad karne laga hoon

woh mujhe jin baaton par haasya karte the
ab un baaton ko dohra kar haasne laga hoon

sab log mere khoye khoye rehne ki waja poochte the
par ab wahi saawal khud se poochne laga hoon

bhale hi woh mujh se door hai par
har ghadi un ki aahat mehsoos karne laga hoon

pehle woh mujhe begane lagta the
par ab main apna pan mehsoos karne laga hoon

main apni khud ki haalat pe hairan hoon
main aisa kyun hone laga hoon

mujhe aisa lagta hai yaaron
shayad main un se pyaar karne laga hoon .....